Sunday, June 27, 2021

From The Deep There Were Drums

Through darkness thick and darkness deep
Well footing and instinct may serve very well
Always wondering if this is all an image of sleep
And reminding ourselves this is the waking realm
 
Gripping the edges of walls and ready to draw the sword
Struggling along trying to keep a steady pace
Once these were halls in golden light and once adored
Now given way to foreboding in an empty place
 
From the beginning we knew there were dark feelings
And at the other end into the sun, still warnings we must heed
Past these tunnels and roads, hollow, vast limestone ceilings
Going on with only the faintest idea of where it may lead

No markers between and guessing from rumor we're halfway through
No matters from the outside world could again be more pressing 
If the twinkling of only one tiny star could be mirrored in this pool
It would seem the mountain were small and so the strain of guessing
 
Walk carefully and know that each sigh is felt behind and ahead
I cannot tell if something awaits further on or if I'm afraid
Because sometimes long ago tales we've heard spoke of such dread
In such a gloom and only barely a dim torch, everywhere can fade
 
Scattered treasure that once had value in whatever it served
The few words we speak now and a memory of song as it comes
Feels as though the more treasure is regarded, the more obscure
The silence is broken for from the deep there were drums
 
Perils had been reflected upon and measures taken, and the danger noted
But the path that would have been easier to turn away, that's when we were brave
Whenever it all happens, we shall find a way, were the words once quoted
They made sense then, but never reached an end, no direction they gave

Twisting and turning ways around massive rock walls and long buried halls
Coming through one menacing path which only leads to another
Grasping my hand over my my chest so the beat of my heart slows under footfalls
An occasional breeze slips through the air under this immense cover
 
Everywhere there are signs of death but instead of frightful, they're subdued
From early evening to late at night our journey's timing is hard to tell
A crisp clear sting of wind and stone keep us all awake, and so we ensue
Coming upon a corner that may serve as a resting point beside a deep well
 
A darkness flutters in a thicker wave, from where it comes I don't want to know
All the laughter from happy times I've closed within my heart
A creeping sense of something eerie and dull begins to feel colder than the snow
Bordering a terror and fear beyond an emptiness of the dark
 
It was never a desire for this conquest to turn into a final invasion
Of the ending steps where we will undoubtedly go, it's bound to meet us harsh
I see the warning signs of every breath of stagnant air, in hesitation
It serves well to keep wary in this expanse where drums beat in a distant march
 
There is no time to slack and then again time here is all consuming
Any dawn we've seen with tired eyes begins to go in deeper and slip away
The time of day has gone far above but here it's unknown and never moving
A year may have gone but it couldn't be counted as each single hour can sway

Under this range and far from the towering doors we walk in the unknown
If any primitive will awakes this would be the place to lose a sense of choice
But journey's end lies somewhere beyond the echo of footfall, not yet shown
Being always aware to think quietly within a small gathering of one voice

Although we've gone steadily into the feared depths, really we have plunged
Down further until any sense of height appears as an abyss below our feet
Minding each step as the legends spoke of byways that gave way and lunged
In moments of pause and rest, still from the deep there were drums' beat

Of the winding upward stair and harrowing descent are chambers of the dead
So long forgotten beneath the dust that settled evenly in the marks of any name
If I only pass by these deeply buried chambers of a kingdom unspoken, unsaid
Forever would I still feel each point of bewilderment in my heart the same

Now we continue on from a quest that begins to grow beyond our grasp
We must keep going and abandon any desire to stop or hope for its end
So tread alongside me, my friend, for so long has the darkness gathered to last
I once thought adventures, too, were marvels and now look what we comprehend
 
Secret tunnel below and emptiness overhead, behind the small trail of footsteps
In such a place where no mirage can be seen, the false ring of running water
Carry onward and hurry along, we fare under hanging twine and root's depths
While the moisture in the air hardly offers comfort, we head yet farther
 
With unnumbered turns we've gone it's natural to believe it's nearly over
Closer we walk side by side, following with great care the light-bearing guide
And at some points the way is treacherous, forcing us to move much slower
Yes, it's difficult to know what pace to keep and continue any adjusted stride
 
In low whispers words of encouragement bring the burden off our minds
In low tones underneath the flows of tunnel breeze, we will rest up ahead
From this place it doesn't appear so menacing only for the decaying synclines
For only a little while I can sleep and dream away the looming dread
 
Holding onto all the memories of sunlit, wooded strolls in some long past Spring
In some eerie belief that they could never again be reached or again taken
The gloom stays unrelenting, seeming to build and the despairing it has to bring
Has never felt so strong or so forced and leaves me feeling shaken

In the thickness of all night one wonders endlessly, thinking why
Hundreds and thousands of steps already under us all who are so weary
Engulfing us in such a choking shadow, the obscurity will only sigh
Haltingly moving in the dark as if shadows cursed us to never see clearly
 
Of winding paths and impossible passages through underground ways
All the time was there a strange haunt keeping a grip of this quest
And of crumbling roads that seem far and so much more a maze
It's this path alone we've gone that hosts us as an unwelcome guest
 
Inside slopes have run down inclines in varying degrees and still sink
All the blackness of the deep has brought only a numbing of feeling sought
The totality of shadow struck at first but aura had faded and mind not to think
Keeping a steady pace for the slightest idea there echoes your thought

Dark ways that leave no sensation beyond that of a grim desolation
Wondering ever where this place has lead us to and where we'll end up next
With accounts and recollections from our guide there's vague memorization
The scope of a realm that we knew was riddled and now growing more perplexed

The going is starting to seem opposing and the way begins to climb
Time to adjust the direction and set forth in a quicker pace abound
The sooner we reach the other side where the other doors must hide
The better our chance to finish a trek that doomed the very ground
 
Drawing closer to the conclusion gives a distinct urge to be hurried
While the depths have been left far behind, we stand within murky grasp
Passes and archways open before stone halls appearing swept through flurried
And bridges go across deep chasms where upward tunnel winds blast

Maybe the sunlight is only one hour away and we'll find the doors
The ever-growing sense of caution fill these ruins and chambers bare
Strangely that there are marks scattered in the dust upon the rock floors
A scent from ashes and fire drifts along in the motion of the air

Another short flight across a vast spread made up of flattened stone
In barely a moment to catch a breath and prepare for one more run
Suddenly heeding faintly detectable sounds, knowing we're not alone
Looking back, side, behind, keep a watchful eye for whatever may come

It's been such a while that we've spent through this ghastly expanse
Yet this legendary kingdom had been deathly quiet, a nature of hidden maze
Many times at many points have I been overwhelmed, my fears enhance
For the unknown threat and the encompassing shadow where I'd rigidly gaze

Ancient relics and the remains of lifetimes that once were
Somber reminders how ages have passed and another comes
Making the memory of their delight the more obscure
In a constant rhythm from the deep, there were drums
 
 
©Iggy 1998
Inspired by J.R.R. Tolkien's 'A Journey In The Dark' from The Lord of the Rings

6 comments:

  1. If and when Tolkien were to read this, he would and will be the one inspired... Excellent!!
    Probably just me, but one note is that previously fear has not been addressed as much as it seems to be here... If so,is that from Tolkien's influence more or purely a product of threat level perhaps?

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    1. A bit of both. The journey here is from a personal perspective of what I could see if I were there, telling the story from experience. On the other hand it is the Misty Mountains and Moria that are being spoke of here.

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  2. Always enjoy your explanations and you never disappoint, ever... in any way. Further, yes, I have always been struck by your fearlessness, even in the face of what may be the most threatening of foes. It has been the way I have felt as well, certainly since being awakened, but through most of my time when actually encountering opponents in real life fights. Especially when defending others, but even when defending just myself, I have an adrenalin based heightened sense of all things around me, but not what I would call fear... Just trying to figure out why or what makes that a difference from others if it truly is a difference...

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    1. Being the way I'm made, the fires I was forged in, I guess I look at all enemies as alien and foreign to me. At the same time, knowing their minds and what their weaknesses are. I'm a powerful foe if even in a body that cannot physically take down all opponents. I can still shred them down with word and if not in a body, I can use the fires I have in that plane of existence.

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    2. I love every bit of your response. I know you to have additional strengths to even those amazing ones you’ve said here too. I’ve been lucky enough to witness those full force!!

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  3. This is such a wonderful adventure! Also, your words, as always, are so descriptive and capture the emotion so well that I “know” I am right there and experiencing each and every step with your cast. Thank you!

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